Trauma in Religion






Trauma in Religion

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Trauma in Religion





The Lifelong Trauma of a Catholic Childhood

A real life encounter with the Catholic coverup of child sexual abuse

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One for the grandchildren

December 8, 2017


"may very well spiral into another mental health problem if he just sat around all day and did nothing.

" A brief of events around 2010 - I reached the 750,000 mark in my aim of legally delivery more than 1 million emails across Australia on the issue of child sexual abuse in religion.

I emailed more than 700 Toowoomba businesses on this issue.

I met with politicians both state and federal with regard this matter.

I marched in the Toowoomba Carnival Flowers Parade in front of 60,000 people in support of survivors of child sexual abuse.

I developed a number of web site specific to child safety, child protection and campaigned across Australia, Canada, Ireland and parts of Europe on this issue.

I sought to engage Queensland police with policing from the USA FBI and other services with regard to the sexual abuse of children.

I emailed every politicians in Australia with regard to the sexual abuse of children by clergy.

I email campaigned internationally targeting policing in the USA, Canada, UL and Ireland with regard their involvement with covering up the sexual abuse of children by clergy.

I provide 24/7 availability via SKYPE or Australian landline for survivors to call if needed.

I contacted every known Catholic entity in Toowoomba engaging them with regard to the sexual abuse of children.

I met with the Queensland Minister for Police, the Commissioner for Queensland police and junior ministers to raise awareness and to discuss the issue of children sexually abused by clergy.

I spoke with survivors of childhood sexual abuse across the globe as well as many women who had been raped by clergy.

I cared for and provide for my son during this time.

I was managing financially OK as my ex-wife had blundered in trying to gouge me and found herself having to pay me maintenance over the period which was very helpful.

I pulled available resources and was able to donate to financially assist survivors in dire need on several occasion or to make arrangement in their own coutry for financial support for them.

I further developed my Trauma Theory on the method of psychological entrapment of children experienced when raised in a Catholic environment.

I conducted a range of international discussions as to the global campaign to raise awareness of the sexual abuse of children issue one of which was for me to supply and direct a range of Internet campaigns based on successful campaigns that I had already conducted in conjunction with cardboard Ken The Baja Turtle (Ken Kosiorek) of San Diego.

I engaged in a mini t-shirt war with Ken who came up with the design and colors of his shirt taking his authority from pope Benedict who publicly wanted to see the (rapist clergy) filth put of his church.

I continued with my own self directed task of doing at least one thing a day that would really have effect and would really create a source of safety and protection for those sexually abused by clergy.

I was headhunted by IGFA as a result of my activism.

I was contacted several times by the corrupt Victorian police officer Glenn Davies seeking the support of my connections with regard to his attempts to renegotiate a memorandum of understanding between the Victorian Police Force and the corrupt Catholic Church victim support process known as the Melbourne response.

I sought to protect the rights of children regardless of the beliefs of their parents to reach adulthood with the genuine ability to make a free and unaffected choice with regard to their belief in ancient superstitions and creation myths.

I pursued evidence of crimes against humanity with regard to the treatment of survivors of childhood sexual abuse by clergy.

I sought to understand the role of primitive tribalistic beliefs and its role in the sexual abuse of children and or the covering up of the sexual; abuse of children by those engaged in religious observations in Australia.

I researched the standing of the Universal Declaration of Human Rights in Australian and found that there is no obligation to observe Human Rights in Australia and there is is no legal obligation for a separation of church and state which informed me with regard to the large numbers of those who suicides when involved on the insanity of children being sexual abuse by those who have an unbending belief in the supernatural that includes the sexual engagement of children if it is claimed to be the result of a religious claim or belief.

To those I say "Fuck you" and your bigoted ignorance.

I came to understand that I had lived more than 60 years in a so called democracy where I was ordered to vote and penalized if I didn't and under the rule of a government who operated in a parliamentary democracy that did not require democracy for the Australian people.

I understood that human rights did not apply in Australia just as I understood that's justice is a state of perspective in the same way that 7 police districts came to the exact same conclusion as to their response to sexual abuse of children by clergy and that that can not be called evidence of a conspirator.

I understood the phrase "the deck is stacked against you".

I come to comprehend what my mother had says on a number of occasions when it comes to arse-holes who exploit people while claiming to be their best friend actin g in their best interests.

She explained it as a psychopaths style of parasitism s a result of late or permanently delayed development in human children.

I believe she understood rhe true meaning of the world arse-hole and parasite and the fact that those words will carry the name iof Russell Clark down through history as a human parasite who lost sight of what t is to be a human being.

I learned that Australia has no requirement for separation between church and state and gained and understanding how many children may have been raped as a result of such bad thinking.

I realized that there were sometimes more pricks and exploiters among us than real people and I understood better what it is to be a human being.

I realized that the democracy I lived in was one thereby my government employed the most undemocratic entities on the face of the planet to provide human service to our population under the rules of these most undemocratic religions.

I released that I had been sold a farce with regards to human rights in Australia.

I understood that my resistance to the perpetuation of primitive mythology and the repugnance of the misogyny preferred by Mr Clark and cohorts was something that revolted me to the core along with their justifications for their narcissistic type activities, admit their lack of empathy for those they bully and exploit in the games of power that that they play.

I determined that I would no longer be duped by the bullshit of those who claim their status while they stand with their hands in their pocket or bully, bribe, blackmail or assassinate the character of those who stand up to protect children.

I provided web services to the value of more than $30,000 to IGFA in their claimed role of Australia's first atheist acknowledging Catholic childhood sexual abuse by clergy support groups I was sought after to become involved in international campaigning re child sexual abuse but chose to take Mr Clark's offer as it was substantially higher than the US$30,000 pa that I had been in discussions about.

I was recommended to be considered for travel to London in the UK (and potentially become involved in submission to the UN with regard to the Convention on Torture and the Rights of the Child) as a part of an international protest on the occasion of the pope visiting the UK.

I was stopped by Toowoomba police on more than 20 occasions over a single calendar month as a result of random vehicle checks whilst driving and wearing my t-shirt; it was a rare event that even a comment or refernce was made to me by Toowoomba police in reference to my shirt in many of those events and perhaps dozens more encounters with Toowoomba police like it.

I attended in the company of DSS Hart a number of police community engagements across various public facilities addressing mental health, youth suicide and of course child sexual abuse as well as online safety - at no time whilst in his company did I feel threatened or intimidated unlike on occasions working for Mr Clark.

I engaged publicly with Toombs (the Labor ex Jesuit trained Human Rights advocate and founder of TASC) with regard to the position of the Labor party with regard to the issue of the GCAC (Global Clergy Abuse Crisis).

I developed a number of websites related to the sexual abuse of children by clergy around this time - some of those sites are: Molested Catholics.com XT3MolestedCatholics.com, Cabaction.com , September12009.com, The GCAC, The Blue Print, MBS and included restructuring of my original TFYQA site.

I campaigned and championed the rights of children and survivors at every opportunity.

I letterbox dropped various regions across Toowoomba.

I joined politicians celebrating Australia's heritage and sang Advance Australia Fair holding the same song sheet as Kerry Shine the then member for North Toowoomba while dressed in m y t-shirt.

I establish the first online map based incident center documenting incidents of child rape anywhere on the planet.

I reassessed my heritage as a First Fleet descendant of Mary Springham and William Hambly and of my grandfathers involvement in the promotion of the Universal Declaration of Human Rights during the second world war.

I spied on lawyers undertaking cleansing of information about rapist clergy from web sites across the globe.

I learned how victims were used for the profit of the many so-called "religious in the community" I offered opportunities for survivors of child sexual abuse by clergy anywhere across the planet the opportunity to speak out publicly via multiple publications on the Internet and in print magazines.

I appeared publicly in shopping centers, malls etc across Toowoomba and made contact with a wide and varied number of survivors of a wide range of abuses by religious and religious institutions.

I sought and never received any support or contributions for struggling survivors (including an elderly nun in the local region and a mother of 6 children being abused by the Catholic education system as a result of one of her children being abused by a rapist Catholic clergyman.

and several others) from Mr Clark or any of his contacts who asked me about my abuse or what I did or felt about it.

I engaged with contacts in South Australia and others who had more gathered than 30,000 signatures seeking a Royal Commission into the Sexual Abuse of Children by the religious.

I recorded by experiences and gathered information to further my understanding of the largest crime wave in history and my lifelong ambition tp understand the underlying causes of the extremely toxic nature religious people when they sexually abuse children.

I challenged Bravehearts and their selloff of survivors interests and the 30,000 signatures for a failed framework and funding together with their close connections with the Catholic Church.

I obtained a range of video based evidence in the hope that a Royal Commission would be called.

I was defrauded of roughly $70,000 and was recommended by Dale Walker to engage in illegal activities by intruding on the server housing my software.

I advocated for the safety and the protection of vulnerable children only to be drowned down by religious bigots and those who claim themselves to be the largest victims while wanting to e Christian by killing those who oppose them.

I determined that insanity or superstition were not preferred ways to exist.

My understanding that primitive superstition had developed to the level of a full theory rather than the conventional hypothesis; never the less this did not stop enraged delusional Christian from seeking a human sacrifice for some perceived indiscretion.

I understood that I had been raised in a culture that was just fine with the rape of children and the covering of rape of all varieties so long as it was claimed to be of religious significance.

During this time I well understood the use of the spurious claim tjhat religion has rights and freedoms while its victims have none to some extent because a king of long ago wanted to behead an ex-wife so that he could engage in sylphic sex with someone who he wanted to possess and consume.

I attempted to integrate the knowledge that I was the scum of the earth as well as tax evaders and potentially worse they could be something as horrific as a roadside advertisement.

The horror is difficult to escape.

according to Mr Clark's renditions.

, an enemy of the church and as such I personally was responsible for the downfall and the torture by Christian of so many simply because I existed.

I attemopted to come to terms with the reality of having existed for 60+ years with no human rights, and no prospect of justice in the sense that we are sold.

I repeatedly sought an audience with bishop Bill Morris in his role as the go to person in Australia for survivors of childhood sexual abuse by Catholic clergy as appointed by the professional standards off ice of the Catholic Church in Australia while clearly stating that I was not seeking any indulgences or forgiveness because I was related to him via my then wife and her family as I had wanted to speak to him about the murder of my childhood friend who was accused instead of the priest who molested my sister and who played a role in the murder of my childhood friend and protector as well as the theft of inheritances and the constant threat to fuck my son by his mother in law who claimed personal authority from the bishop and my own abuse and torture as a 3.5 year old by multiple nuns and at least one priest and then later at age 8 by the renowned rapist clergyman Kevin O'Donnell.

I applied the basic knowledge that more 40% of people find gardening to be one of the most productive forms or recovery from a wide range of human afflictions and found that to be of value with the exception of the ignorance of the human component.

I was ejected from my accommodation as a result of my activities and as a result of seeking payment for the use of my software for man years without payment.

I provided a safe and protective environment for my son during this period.

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