The FAQyMe gene

The inability of a child to thrive in a Constitutionally protected God based perpetual threat and rape culture is not a fault of the child; however it does become their odious responsibility upon reaching adulthood.

Chapter 201

My survival reflex kicks in once again

Friday, December 14, 2018 10:00:14 AM

My FAQyMe gene unexpectedly kicked in a little recently after an experience of recalling keys and conversations on cabinetry and WD40 completing a full circle of abuse of trust in the medical world. Seems thats where many of the problems lay according to experience. Of course they get to point to failures in government, money and control and on ....

My credentials:

Trauma in Religion

Introducing the Catholic concept of a God and Satan that is connected directly to the entirety of Catholic clergy, including the pope, the Vatican and Holy See, into the mind of unsuspecting children prior to their reaching an age of reason and consent is a breach of their human rights.

This introduction strips them of their human dignity, independence and their human right to self-determination, while simultaneously trapping them forever in a state of perpetual compromise.

The outcome is a life of unquestioning obedience and fearful servitude to inappropriate, inhumane and unjust doctrines and dogmas of the foreign nation-state of the Vatican and Holy See.

Attachment of the victim child to their abusers is a requirement if the child is to survive; this established a base for divided loyalty between the natural family and the substitute family provided by the Church and it's community. This unnatural relationship forms the basis for the many shocked and helpless Catholics today who accurately identify themselves as victims

These human systems can only be hijacked by the doctrines and practices of the religion. This is confirmation that what takes place is an abuse of their human rights. This is not a conscious choice by the victim, however it further shatters normal human processes.

The hapless victims become unwitting accomplices in the deepest possible betrayal of their own country and fellow citizens as they too have had their rights abused and their lives and the lives of their children affected through the ongoing generations-long cover-up of crimes by criminal clergy of the Catholic and other religions.

The doctrine of forgiveness as practised by the Catholic Church has established an unprecedented moral and ethical criminal hazard that defeats every attempt to provide human rights to all people as it repeatedly endangers children and the entirety of society to the criminal standards of the Catholic Church and those entrusted with covering up the crimes of it's clergy.

The lack of adequate secular science based representation and inadequate government regulation has contributed greatly to the sexual abuse of hundreds of thousands of Australian children by Catholic and other clergy since federation.


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I condemn each and everyone of you who has brought forward a submission to this inquiry that is focused on the protection of aspects of this church or has as its agenda your own aggrandizement, profit, outcome, protection of the guilty or a result that is not directly and simply aimed at the provision of justice to survivors through the application of the law of the country as the law of primacy and to the restoration of their lives and to the task of denying any chance of these horrors occurring again and should any of you attempt to speak and to act on behalf of survivors without letting them have input or the ability to speak then you too should be condemned and publicly named and shamed and shown for the pariahs, obfuscators and deceivers that you are.

Your abuse of trust to the children of society has been and remains the root cause of these abuses and will remain so while ever you continue to place your failed god, your failed religion, your failed priests, their blackmailing fraudulent and dysfunctional wants and their greed for property and wealth before the human rights and the natural needs of your children and the children of society.

For these actions you should be stripped of all position and status in society as it has been through those actions that these millions of people and their families have been wreaked with unbearable pain and suffering and harmed and abused in the most destructive and psychologically damaging ways possible.

The ex bishop of Toowoomba who chose to coverup his own crimes involving illegal immigration and the abuse of the trust of children; Peter O'Callaghan of the bogus Independent Commission into sexual abuse, Susan Sharkey of Carelink, Helen Last of In Good Faith & Associates and all those whose dishonesty and corruption have served only their personal or religious wants have been the main contributors to prolonging this coverup and they stand condemned here today by the thousands of people they have caused unforgivable harm to.

Corrupted police, psychologists, magistrates, judges, doctors, reporters, lawyers, human rights activists, community leaders and members of the congregations of all religions have all played their part in this spree of unrelenting crime for generations against children; the malfeasance of politicians who have put this god and his followers, their church and their religion or their want for power and money before the sexual safety of children and the jailing of the perpetrators stand publicly condemned for these atrocities so that future generations can clearly see how deeply this religion has corrupted and damaged our society.

It is obvious that they and the religious of this church cannot be trusted with the responsibility of parenthood or to care and to educate appropriately the children of this world while they place these other needs before the children and so they each individually and collectively should have their rights to parenthood and input pertaining to children removed just as it was removed from those thousands of mothers who pine to this day for their kidnapped, trafficked and abused children, the raped and the traumatized, the bullied and the blackmailed, the defrauded and the deceived all of which was done in the name of your god and your religion.

You god, your religion and your despicable actions stand publicly condemned and shall remain so while justice and restoration eludes any who have a legitimate claim to the proper lawful justice provided to all in this country.



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A video catalogue of more than xxx videos of the recent Australian Royal Commission

Commissioner Atkinson on September1 Channel


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CabAction = Clergy Abuse Action

Most recent is the result of my enquiries into those of us who suffer from stress as a result of our prolonged injuries .through the knowledge of Stephen Porges PolyVagal theory and the research showing that Hericium Erinacea does have Neural Growth Properties

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Holds a 30+ Gigabyte data set of the recent Royal Royal Commission

One Day: Make it a repository Trauma Informed, Trauma Aware, Evidence Based, Secular Knowledge and Services focused on the Health and Recovery of Survivors of Childhood Sexual Abuse by the religious.


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Molested Catholics

Molested Catholics


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My Broken Society

My Broken Society

Me lecturing governments along with more than a million emails across the country under the same laws that allow governments


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The Blue Print

It was and still is a secret in part and today its about .........


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The Global Clergy Abuse Crisis

An Ubuntu combined with my own purpose built CMS to document - got hacked, sidetracked and out of my depth again so its now something else


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XT3 Molested Catholics

XT3 Molested Catholics

A safe Recovery and Healing place inspired by Ken and Pope Benedict and paid for by the Church until the Bully Lawyers stepped in. Ken foretold of being swallowed up in the Cover Up butI never though it would account for much in my lifetime and so while I styll have breath I need to try a guided recovery that is secular, scientific and as evidence based as it can get.

One of the most amazing people I have had the pleasure of knowing. Ken the Shunned and Molested Left Handed Catholic and Baja Champion Baja Turtle.

XT3 was a take of the George Pell inspired World Youth Day in Australia. Ken was the a public super hero to children in Southern California and was a shunned and molested left handed Catholic child who experienced lifelong effects from his childhood experience.

Ken was inspired when Benny the Pope declared that we should use every resource of the Church in our fight against the filth in his Church. At the same time challenged me in a t-shirt war which he won so I had to take a full copy of George Pell's World Youth Day website. Ken enjoyed of engagement with the lawyers across Australia and no doubt inspired changes.

Coming soon the story of George Pell's XT3 Molested Catholics web site


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September 1 - Spring Time in Australia - my Mum's Birthday

To a mother who did what she could to help her children survive my way of saying thank you to her with the hope of broadening an understand of the impacts of child rape by clergy on families.

September 1 was a try at making a difference in this world by promoting the human rights of children


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Whatgot me going down this line

...... and then the addition of having my internet service go out so I need to survive without a connection to the outside world. This is some sort of trade off or impulse or drive to manage times of stress and feelings of being silenced yet again. So here I am like a bot trying to tell the world what I have learned just from surviving the worlds longest lived child rape cover up ever known to humanity grown into a grotesque religion that has sanctioned the rape of children for decades in our respective countries. What is more they have done that at the expense of the people while simultaneity claiming direct connection to a creator of the universe if there was one some 13.7 billion years ago. Thats not all. There is more. They have no evidence for such a claim other than mythology, superstition, threat, blackmail, shunning, hate-filled, bribery, trading and bartering and excusing, covering up and forgiving rapists, excusing, forgiving of rapists, abetting and funding known child rapists communities, rape, kidnapping and trafficking in children along with a government funded child entrapment and lifelong bondage to the Catholic religion in a ritual form of Modern Day Slavery after their entrapment as defenceless children.

Reason for my Email

Looking to experience what is not available in Australia as a treatment for a Childhood of Chronic Trauma and prolonged PTSD trying to keep myself functional while finding out what really is good for us as a Survivor when religious Institutions Collapse in the Catastrophic way that the Catholic and other Churches in Australia and across the World have.

My story in brief :

It follows me sometimes like an invisible coal face; I am not a part of the local Christian Culture although I would like to find the same Secular Services that entities like Blue Nurses, OzCare who provide a religious based services. Their claims have been shown to be wrong consistently and yet they somehow believe that doing nothing but thoughts in your head for a brief moment helps to bring about change.

It leaves you breathless sometimes.

My needs:

Dose dependent Addiction to Break

Suitable Secular Services unavailable to me in my locality in Australia

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Alice Miller

My favorite quote

Morality and performance of duty are artificial measures that become necessary when something essential is lacking. The more successfully a person was denied access to his or her feelings in childhood, the larger the arsenal of intellectual weapons and the supply of moral prostheses has to be, because morality and a sense of duty are not sources of strength or fruitful soil for genuine affection. Blood does not flow in artificial limbs; they are for sale and can serve many masters. What was considered good yesterday can -- depending on the decree of government or party -- be considered evil and corrupt today, and vice versa.

But those who have spontaneous feelings can only be themselves. They have no other choice if they want to remain true to themselves. Rejection, ostracism, loss of love, and name calling will not fail to affect them; they will suffer as a result and will dread them, but once they have found their authentic self they will not want to lose it. And when they sense that something is being demanded of them to which their whole being says no, they cannot do it. They simply cannot.

This is the case with people who had the good fortune of being sure of their parents' love even if they had to disappoint certain parental expectations. Or with people who, although they did not have this good fortune to begin with, learned later to risk the loss of love in order to regain their lost self. They will not be willing to relinquish it again for any price in the world.

Alice Miller

No religiously affiliated representatives legislating about survivors justice and human rights


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      Chapter 362 some notes while in isolation
      Chapter 361 Connections

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Were you like so many others born into a constitutionally protected God based death and rape culture?


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John Brown is an Australian First Fleet descendent born into a constitutionally protected God based, death obsessed, rape, blackmail and exploitation oriented religious culture. He is the author, developer and publisher of Trauma in Religion a theory that describes the origins of the human rights abuses the Catholic Church inflicts on Catholic children globally. Google #TraumaTheory

When not seeking evidence and proofs to invalidate his hypothesis John blogs erratically here, most often without commas or other punctuation, linguistic identity or grammatical rules in his own unique self acquired style as a matter of public interest and public safety about his personal experiences on a range of topics that interest or affect himself and other survivors where he writes of his successes and failures in his task of obtaining only trauma informed, science and evidence based secular professional care and services and in necessary engagements with the judiciary and other government systems.

His interests include Human Rights for all Australians that should act as a clear boundary for all institutions regardless of an institutions or individuals thoughts on their favorite supreme being, gods, demons or spirits engaging in secular Australian communities; trauma and recovery from the crimes, criminal and psychological behaviours of the product of generations of the hijacking of a favored social position by a rape encultured clergy and the helpless aiding and abetting by fearful bonded Catholics in modern secular Australia have been a life-long interest.

John sees the need to promote equality and human rights through the need for safety and equality in community as well as in care and education systems when it comes to religious beliefs as a result of directly experiencing and learning that millions of others experienced similar pathological use of religious beliefs including extortion, bribery, blackmail and through doctrinal failures such as the forgiveness process as practised in the Catholic world.

As one only example of this in the world of business and governance, the reality is that "Twenty-three of the 25 biggest private welfare agencies in Australia are faith-based". John contends that this does not reflect the needs or the sentiments of the Australian community and directly fails the 60,000 who came forward to the Royal Commission, their families and the millions who are waiting for real signs of safety so that they too can come forward and begin their recovery.

This experience has added to his interests that go on to include the many abuses of the continuing criminal cover up on his FAQyMe Gene blog.

John likes to be able to inform people of things that bring benefit that can relieve the psychological suffering that he knows so many Catholic children still suffer from daily.. As well many now elderly are confused and suffer also as the truth and the reality of the global scale of the criminal activity of their clergy and accomplices is brought to the world.

John found it was good advice with regard to recovery from trauma to explore attachment or other relationships and safety vulnerabilities with evidence based trauma informed specialists or you can privately Learn the Science of Healthy Attachment Relationships in a safe, low cost self timed manner.

He finds the brain chemical, brain disease and medication model to be a seriously flawed monster and the medication regime to be abhorrent and inhumane with a strong taint of cooperation with the covering up of child rape and other crimes. 18 June 2018: ICD-11 now includes CPTSD while the 70 to 80% here in Australia will remain largely misdiagnosed and in that becomes a human rights crime openly committed in Australia. What say You?

John was fortunate enough to have obtained the services of Dr Julian Lim when he was working in Toowoomba but unfortunately lost connection for a period of time. Reconnecting with an experienced and well qualified trauma informed evidence based professional make him the safest and the most knowledgeable professional John has engaged with and this has been transformational for him. Dr Lim has his full and confident recommendation. Dr Julian Lim Dr Lim has a noted place among those people who have had a positive influence on his life.

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