Sunday, 17 February 2019 6:33:34 AM
Nothing interferes with a safe environment/development (the ability/need to adapt) than being forced to survive in an environment where your life can be terminated instantly if you think the wrong thing for one moment. That is the insanity and the reality of a "Good Catholic" education.
The essentials for a well developed and safe life are denied to survivors for the duration of their life - we are unable to say to our children 'it's ok'. You will be fine. I can protect you. - thats is all denied to victims still in their final years of life that remains unfulfilled for them
Only those who adapted to a practie of aiding and abetting the crimes of their clergy by whatever means available were destined to rise in the society or community. In order for them to survive they needed to develop their skills of blocking, suppressing and denying the reality across every aspect of society that they could touch.
We live today in a world where hundreds of millions of people are for the first time in their life and in the history of humankind have been given an honest look into the global functioning of the largest rape culture on the planet.
We continue to recognise and to trade with this entity who is in denial about the reality of its own existence and it's own actions let alone coming to grips with the reality of the unecessary trauma and suffering this causes to million upon million of defenceless children.
This has taken place decade after decade; generation after generation and yet we continue to treade and to fund and to protect these instrituitions who fail the most basic ideals and understandings of human biology. The reality of the damage done on the psychological level in every community is immeasurably dangerous to every living human being.
We must have this conversation if we are to attempt to develop an appropriate response to the sexual abuse of children in Australia..
I came forward because of the education I received from real people who stood for the rights and safety of children. Some were murdered, some were bullied, some were driven insane, some were raped, some were used while biological and psychological development is attacked from every perspective
The single most important hurdle in this toxic damaged life environment is to reach adulthood without some "helpful" person forcing their generationally learned mystical truths and creation mythology into another generation of evolving humans simply because we have yet developed sufficiently to deny the insatiable appatite of gods, demons and the supernatural and their obsessions, dysfunctional outcomes and predelections for rape and misogony and cover up on a global scale under the guise of benevelonce whilst being funded by the nation and the people whose children your clergy raped. Rape simply because of the belief thatthey should sacrifice their life for the benefit of the church and its priest a in any way they are directed as it aids the priest on his journey into a fabled next life.Is their any wonder that some will choose to take their own life as a form of escape from the insanity of the reality. There can not be a moment of peace in such an environment unless you are a benefitting participant. No peace and no safe places for secular survivors to recover can exist without their own large financial resources as they are able to be publicly villified by Catholic priests and bishops as a result of their having a secular perspective.
I want my representative to be able to speak out against the practise the next time a Catholic bishop or priest openly attacks people for their lack of belief. - been trying to grasp that for some time - been focused elsewhere but feel this is important to me. It takes us on another step of the George Pell enemy of the Church practice which also made us an enemy of the state- our own country. A country whose development my family had a front row seat in via William Hambly and Mary Springham of The Carpenter and the Convict fame and other who fought and served this country only to see generations of their children sacrificed to the sexual dysfunction of a rape cultured church, religion, judiciary and government..
That this can and still is done openly and unquestioned in Australia today is the most damning evidence of the constipated response of the Liberal and Labour responses to the sexual abuse of children.
If I can understand I can survive it. I need to be able to understand it so that I am able to survive it. The myth of "No Recovery Possible" without a return to Jesus still harms and endangers every Catholic child today and that will be their reality tomorrow..
Which of these institutions will stand for the rights of children and the convention on torture?
The annahilation of natural family and appropriate human development, human attachment, bondage, modern day slavery, human rights, rights of the child.
On to the "biggest mistake I made in life whilst living in Toowoomba" was to point to examples of my own experience and to provide them with evidence and understanding.
If my understanding of my own life experience is unacceptable to those in positions of power and authority I am denied access to the same route to justice as my peers yet I have evidence to support my claims and still am unable to have it looked at rationally
**a) My letter to Victorian police (Rod Jouning) re policies remains unanswered
b) attempted communication with after community cabinet meeting with Robert Atkinson as QLD Police Commissioner
What can you do that I cannot do unless I am equipped and resourced? You can take my case to the Premiers of both QLD and Victoria and ask them to rectify any impediments that may exist that would impede the state making a suitable settlement as a way of bring this to and end for me so that I may have the short time left in my life to experience the consequences of speaking my truth and of my want to put some light on the evidence of these crimes and failures so that no child should go through life like I and my siblings did and my son did, his mother did, my mother and father did simply because of who my and my family's rapsists and abusers were just like every other Catholic family in my home town of Yea.
I lived it and hoped something would happen - never though their denial could last so long and the denial of govt
Are they still asleep at the wheel?
A million emails since I emailed the prime Minister, Governor General together with every premier and chief minister in the country on this very issue from around 2009. I received a very few responses. My intention was to mark the fact that the evidence existed. I see my experience in part as a response to that. S1 & MBS.
Recently published :
Life after the Lim Report #TraumaTheory Chapter 213 Is this the Australian ''Fair Go''?
Life after the Lim Report #TraumaTheory Chapter 212 Child abuse will not leave the Catholic Church until ...
Life after the Lim Report #TraumaTheory Chapter 211 Atheism is not a cure-all or effective remedy for Narcisistic and controllng behavioural characteristics
Life after the Lim Report #TraumaTheory Chapter 220 The "Why" Question Answered
Life after the Lim Report #TraumaTheory Chapter 219 The Nuremburg Zone and the protected religious rape culture
Life after the Lim Report #TraumaTheory Chapter 218 A globaly protected rape culture
John Brown was born in Yea Victoria 3717 on 27 December, 1948. John grew up in Yea, he went to the Catholic school on The Parade Yea and then a final year at Yea High school in Station Street. He undertook an apprenticeship as a Hand and Machine Compositor/Linotype Mechanic at the local newspaper The Yea Chronicle who recently declined to publish John's story. John left Yea after realising that the proprietor and local policeman Bill Ellison along with other local Catholics in his hometown and surrounds at that time were well aware of his abuse and of the rape and abuse of other children in Yea and district and were aware of the many events surrounding the murder of Herbert Henry Kemp of Yea ...... read more and more and more and Site Map
Investigation of an unsolved murder in 1962 can no longer be investigated according to police taskforce SANO because a different pedophile Catholic clergyman who raped a child at age 8 is now dead. As a result of the dead rapist being unconnected with the murder Victorian police remain clue less.
Later in life John married in Toowoomba only to begin the most bizarre period in his life as he learned that he wasnow related by marriage to the then bishop of Toowoomba Bill Morris. Morris was the head of the bishops conference at that time and was the "Go to" person in the country for survivors of childhood sexual abuse by Catholic clergy and yet I was never able to get a time or a conversation with the bishop. I did get conversations or connection with a number of Catholic organisations with varying degrees of weirdness some of which I have written about in my blog The FAQyMe gene & the lifelong search for safe, moral and ethical social justice, the Human Right to a trauma informed and evidence based recovery and social re-engagement unhindered by the fear, anger, blockages or projections from other people's gods .
John's personal story is just another from the hundreds of millions of other stories across the globe eminating from the human rights abuses and ongoing horrors of the systemic rape, abuses of trust, fraud, deception and cover up in the global Catholic and other religions. Like those others his "issues in life" arose and remain simply because his abusers as a child were just like theirs in that their rapists and abusers were Catholic or Catholic or Christian clergy and they too remain ineligible or unable to have their human rights upheld in their lifetime..