Monday, 18 February 2019 7:25:52 AM
From: Sun, 08 Feb 2015 10:07:07
It grieves to the core of my being and causes unbearable pain to the parent and the child that I am to realize that I have assisted in betraying other survivors through my encouragement of them to come forward to the Royal Commission so that the truth of these abuses and their real cause can have a light shone on it so that children can know the love of a parent unaffected by unfounded claims and beliefs that have no evidence to support them and unaffected by blackmail, deceptions and treachery at the highest levels of government, church and the Royal Commission.
It is impossible for me to describe the abhorrence and disgust that I feel at being duped through trust and the lure of truth and justice to betray other survivors, myself in every aspect that I am and every child of the future; with what is at stake in the inquiry process, the beliefs and fantasies of John brown and Commissioner Murray are of no consequence, however the evidence and the lack of evidence are.
Commissioner Murray skirted around issues that go the the rights of survivors, some that go to the level of human rights that can be taken before the UN. Commissioner Murray by-passed and missed entirely the truth of what I describe as Trauma Theory and the long-term toxic effects that this has on children that come back to haunt some in the way Commissioner Murray acted out.
There was not a glimmer of compassion when I tried twice to raise the issue of suicide in so many that have been betrayed in this manner previously.
There was no concern for the fact that the Letters Patent and the laws defined in the establishment of and the conduct of the Royal Commission do not in any way extinguish my right of ownership under Copyright laws.
Also overlooked was a request for the Royal Commission to be proactive in defending the rights of survivors (their rights have been stripped from them at every encounter with the, church, the law and the political and social system) to have access to the video of the livestream as there are many human rights issues associated with them not being available.
There was a total miss by Commissioner Murray on the notion that every child has the right to reach adulthood where they are free to choose a religion. Australia is bound by International conventions that protect children from torture as defined in Trauma Theory as well as the convention on the rights of the Child. Australia played a large role in establishing the Universal Declaration of Human Rights and Commissioner Murray's' personal wishes have no right to intervene in any of those rights unless Commissioner Murray can support his intention with irrefutable evidence backed up with evidenced based psychology and neuroscience, biology, genetic expression and many other areas of human nature researched by science across the world so that he can meet the appropriate standard of evidence in use by the Royal Commission.
Commissioner Murray missed entirely the issue that I raised with Rod Jouning of the Victorian police force; this issues has direct implication for the fair upholding of the law on behalf of the Commonwealth of Australia.
There are other matters raised as well and as a result of the sophistry and the blind eye turned to the rights of children and the rights of survivors they were not available under the method of conduct of Commissioner Murray.
I am unsure if my expressed wish to discuss these and other aspects with Commissioner Murray. I may have to apologize for an assumption that a professionally run organization would have briefed Commissioner Murray as to my intentions and desires. If he was briefed then his actions become more abhorrent and disgusting.
None of these matters appeared to be of concern to Commissioner Murray and as such they are evidence that he abandoned his responsibility towards children and instead chose to do a pantomime display of his ignorance to further his own fantasy agenda. An ability to display and communicate with dignity on a human level with natural levels of empathy towards another human being was entirely missing and in its place was a requirement to conform with Commissioner Murray's unmentioned preexisting beliefs, customs or understanding whatever they may be.
Children deserve better than to be deceived by my actions; I falsely believed that the Royal Commission and Commissioner Murray held a similar or better standard.
My meeting with Commissioner Murray was the most insane bigotry I have ever experienced.
It was impossible to conceive of a way to introduce a concept unless it carries a bias towards the beliefs or religion of the commissioner. I have experience betrayal in regards the sexual abuse of children on a number of occasions in my life however I have never experienced the level of sophistry and ignorance in the betrayal of responsibility towards children that Commissioner Murray displayed at that meeting.
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John Brown was born in Yea Victoria 3717 on 27 December, 1948. John grew up in Yea, he went to the Catholic school on The Parade Yea and then a final year at Yea High school in Station Street. He undertook an apprenticeship as a Hand and Machine Compositor/Linotype Mechanic at the local newspaper The Yea Chronicle who recently declined to publish John's story. John left Yea after realising that the proprietor and local policeman Bill Ellison along with other local Catholics in his hometown and surrounds at that time were well aware of his abuse and of the rape and abuse of other children in Yea and district and were aware of the many events surrounding the murder of Herbert Henry Kemp of Yea ...... read more and more and more and Site Map
Investigation of an unsolved murder in 1962 can no longer be investigated according to police taskforce SANO because a different pedophile Catholic clergyman who raped a child at age 8 is now dead. As a result of the dead rapist being unconnected with the murder Victorian police remain clue less.
Later in life John married in Toowoomba only to begin the most bizarre period in his life as he learned that he wasnow related by marriage to the then bishop of Toowoomba Bill Morris. Morris was the head of the bishops conference at that time and was the "Go to" person in the country for survivors of childhood sexual abuse by Catholic clergy and yet I was never able to get a time or a conversation with the bishop. I did get conversations or connection with a number of Catholic organisations with varying degrees of weirdness some of which I have written about in my blog The FAQyMe gene & the lifelong search for safe, moral and ethical social justice, the Human Right to a trauma informed and evidence based recovery and social re-engagement unhindered by the fear, anger, blockages or projections from other people's gods .
John's personal story is just another from the hundreds of millions of other stories across the globe eminating from the human rights abuses and ongoing horrors of the systemic rape, abuses of trust, fraud, deception and cover up in the global Catholic and other religions. Like those others his "issues in life" arose and remain simply because his abusers as a child were just like theirs in that their rapists and abusers were Catholic or Catholic or Christian clergy and they too remain ineligible or unable to have their human rights upheld in their lifetime..