The inability of a child to thrive in a Constitutionally protected God based perpetual threat and rape culture is not a fault of the child; however it does become their odious responsibility upon reaching adulthood.
Friday, 24 April 2020 4:47:32 PM
Been locked in too long ?? Doing a socially beneficial project sounds like fun Socially beneficial? am here talking to myself out loud - the best conversation I have had in a while I understand that. So put 5 people in a circle 1.5 mtrs appart now what can threy do? educational, social engagement Add in a psychological incentive Learn Auslan to the where you can communicate 1 sentence to a friend or to a small group Things you can do is wear a face shield - it's a quirky enough idea I thought It give a fresh way of communicating Write a book ? Isolation and I can do it for as many days as you want so it has staying power Me when I am by myself I talk ouy loud sometimes - thats me in my best place Just rebounding a bit In agreement with yourself? Here is the curious part - I came to it today as a way to convey a message to Duk on David's behalf, I wondered what the effect of conversing with someone in denial of their episodes - it can be done at a safe distance - she each of us would find safety in that environment as each would be able to then speak clealy and convey a single message I thought that would be powerful That message would go like this: Do not ever hit me again. You make it unsafe for me to be near you. Very polite There I have solved my nearest social connections lifelong problems or at least stopped them I am well skilled in that as a way of communication I have some experience on the ground with that I thought of the Auslan party thing and then I tried to apply it to my own environment How do you solve the biggest social aspect dysfunction - it's me have an imaginary fix to that situation Imaginary friends I dont know about it ever having a possibilty is real - it's just a delusional solution to a known problem Don't deny yourself the possibility of some quality imaginary friends There is a likliehood that they have encountered the DSM model of mental health. The missing C in PTSD sends many down that pathway Thats a point that I have understood from a different perspective though that space I have understanding of in much different way - multiple events - you adapt - there was not a moment in my earliest where I was without a safe person outside of school and contact with the religious who lived across the street I had 2 and that makes a difference in many ways It firstly says that evey ichildhood is unique. Every engagement with the church and the law was unique in those days they were powerfully connected A social activity could be to record your story and publish it - tell your lifestory in 120 minutes That is a program that would make me more than comfortable for the rest of my life just on the advertising sell a premium no advertising It's got social potential That the treatment program I want the trauma informed model like I began with that eventuated into what BlueKnot promotes strongly today instead of the forced medicate and teroorise model of the current ignore the complexity of the enrirety of your childhood by not including the diagnosis of CPTSD for more than 20 ytears Thats the part of my experience that pisses me off I needed a sounding board - I needed to say outloud to myself - these are my thoughts on this medication There I just had a conversationthat I typed out one letter at a time That is an achievement I claim from that All done from my chair this fine morning thats my brain I just spouted I still think the Auslan idea should have some legs - huh Beautiful day outside ?? 12:53 It must be the fine weather. I just sprayed the weeds in the garden 15:14 2 packs cigarettes recentlly - put me tro sleep ffor an hour - was intersting. I see my process is in that yet again too strong but definately on a better coping level wait 24 hours - keeping tabs - that was an easy upper limit to set - all good I took it as time out and went with the experience A number curious elements First introduction after above wasa dreamy state that seemed to be highly focused and sensitive to sunshine brightness changes = nothing flash just a milky out of focus weirdly vegetated appearing at times quite active giving the feeling of a perspective of being a mote in the grasp of the power of waterfalls of hydraulic ernergy in my eyeball as the light hit them. Noticed an increase in word though but not typed errors. About to have a late festival after eventful day - cold chicken and cask red wine, hot bread, ideal tomato and green - I have reached the peak of my species very early tenuous introductions to the best hot english mustard It was a calming experience and has me still up in the right regions May be a benefit of the shutdown at a good comfortable level
Recently published :
Chapter 360 Is torture just another legal tactic in Australia?
Chapter 359 Australia and the conventions on Torture and the Rights of Children
Chapter 358 Jagged @ 4.5
Chapter 357 Conspiracy tendencies
Chapter 356 Who in their right mind would sanction treatment under a program that denies 99% of their childhood?
Chapter 355 A brief history of the failures of redress for trauma in a justice based system
Why do some pages require a token? There is only a small number of these due to confidentiality, incomplete, not ready for release yet, content for specific purposes or individuals.
You can directly support my work at PayPal John A Brown.
John Brown is an Australian First Fleet descendent born into a constitutionally protected God based, death obsessed, rape, blackmail and exploitation oriented religious culture. He is the author, developer and publisher of Trauma in Religion a theory that describes the origins of the human rights abuses the Catholic Church inflicts on Catholic children globally. Google #TraumaTheory
When not seeking evidence and proofs to invalidate his hypothesis John blogs erratically here, most often without commas or other punctuation, linguistic identity or grammatical rules in his own unique self acquired style as a matter of public interest and public safety about his personal experiences on a range of topics that interest or affect himself and other survivors where he writes of his successes and failures in his task of obtaining only trauma informed, science and evidence based secular professional care and services and in necessary engagements with the judiciary and other government systems.
His interests include Human Rights for all Australians that should act as a clear boundary for all institutions regardless of an institutions or individuals thoughts on their favorite supreme being, gods, demons or spirits engaging in secular Australian communities; trauma and recovery from the crimes, criminal and psychological behaviours of the product of generations of the hijacking of a favored social position by a rape encultured clergy and the helpless aiding and abetting by fearful bonded Catholics in modern secular Australia have been a life-long interest.
John sees the need to promote equality and human rights through the need for safety and equality in community as well as in care and education systems when it comes to religious beliefs as a result of directly experiencing and learning that millions of others experienced similar pathological use of religious beliefs including extortion, bribery, blackmail and through doctrinal failures such as the forgiveness process as practised in the Catholic world.
As one only example of this in the world of business and governance, the reality is that "Twenty-three of the 25 biggest private welfare agencies in Australia are faith-based". John contends that this does not reflect the needs or the sentiments of the Australian community and directly fails the 60,000 who came forward to the Royal Commission, their families and the millions who are waiting for real signs of safety so that they too can come forward and begin their recovery.
This experience has added to his interests that go on to include the many abuses of the continuing criminal cover up on his FAQyMe Gene blog.
John likes to be able to inform people of things that bring benefit that can relieve the psychological suffering that he knows so many Catholic children still suffer from daily.. As well many now elderly are confused and suffer also as the truth and the reality of the global scale of the criminal activity of their clergy and accomplices is brought to the world.
John found it was good advice with regard to recovery from trauma to explore attachment or other relationships and safety vulnerabilities with evidence based trauma informed specialists or you can privately Learn the Science of Healthy Attachment Relationships in a safe, low cost self timed manner.
He finds the brain chemical, brain disease and medication model to be a seriously flawed monster and the medication regime to be abhorrent and inhumane with a strong taint of cooperation with the covering up of child rape and other crimes. 18 June 2018: ICD-11 now includes CPTSD while the 70 to 80% here in Australia will remain largely misdiagnosed and in that becomes a human rights crime openly committed in Australia. What say You?
John was fortunate enough to have obtained the services of Dr Julian Lim when he was working in Toowoomba but unfortunately lost connection for a period of time. Reconnecting with an experienced and well qualified trauma informed evidence based professional make him the safest and the most knowledgeable professional John has engaged with and this has been transformational for him. Dr Lim has his full and confident recommendation. Dr Julian Lim Dr Lim has a noted place among those people who have had a positive influence on his life.
If you have an interest in preserving this content beyond my lifespan please get in touch.