The inability of a child to thrive in a Constitutionally protected God based perpetual threat and rape culture is not a fault of the child; however it does become their odious responsibility upon reaching adulthood.
Saturday, 18 September 2021 3:29:11 AM
Msg to my present moment father
Catching up with the world of Millennials a little more - thinking of you and the fungi the king of Malaysia (only available to Malaysians) - its said to be stronger than Lion's Mane which according to research in the area of Multiple Sclerosis confirms the nerve growth factor (NGF) does in fact repair the damaged myelin. PolyVagal Theory identified the breakdown of Myelin as a major aspect of the effects of traumatic stress - worth looking into more - my psychologist includes mentions of its properties to those who have an interest - interesting the things you pick up in conversations that we had some years ago about the NGF.
The MS research is going to have a much much wider effect for many ageing related illnesses. Been another roller coaster here a bit. I have disconnected entirely from David and his wife - their actions leave them and subsequently myself to be vulnerable to a shit ton of pressure - may have to remind my neighbor that we discussed this several times and that my reasoning from them still applies as I would not allow the conduct of his wife to diminish my safety in any respect. I simply apply that same reasoning to David now making that another of those events in life where you get to see something that is so harmful and so unnecessary - am reminded of my line re that about responsibility on reaching adulthood if there was was a want to help make the world a better place.
We are strong and yes living long enough to be heard publicly and in safety is a thing in the human blend and am seeing that first hand - been a while in coming to some things but am enjoying working with my son on our yellow truck venture which has strong positive emotional connections for both of us to a few hours at a time grabbed when the opportunity arose during his dysfunctional childhood. Its been a huge journey in life for him and he is well down the path of recovery.
Was to get a call from my GP this pm re the scan that did not eventuate so I will call his office tomorrow and get another time as I am bouncing quite a bit on this one. Had another look at the x-ray and we feel there is a strong candidate for that so that is looking promising also.
Life is life for us humans as my sister lost her husband to cancer yesterday - he had been in treatment for some time but something changed a few months ago Helen is the next child down from me and was the first of my family to speak up on my behalf.
Got caught out today a little while removing and replacing back brake shoes which I had not done work like that since maybe 20 or more years so am a bit rusty and not always fully focused atm - had to buy a screw driver set as my "good set" from 50 years ago was down to just 4 remaining survivors so I bought a good set that will do Johl for a good few years. :)
Still have a few good tips to pass on as I taught him to drive in a similar yellow Mazda trayback that had 5 on the floor - the Rodeo is a 4 speed column shifter :) :) :) and none of his mates or those helping to get it run in the paddock could work out the shift pattern - think we have found the right mechanic to do the hard bits and roadworthy, fingers crossed I will have it done and on the road mid to late October.
Look into that fungi as I am coming to understand why I got asked similar questions about my survival and knowledge ... by professionals; my answer had been that I was fortunate to have 2 of what Alice Miller called enlightened witnesses and that still holds true, however now it gets a little more nuanced and goes to my "DSM prescribed designer drug free" regimen even though more than 60% or thereabouts of our medications are derived from fungi. I now answer that with a shit ton of reading science and fact based information whilst rejecting mythology and the outrageous claims of the gods and religions, an understanding of human biology in relation to our psychology and survival of trauma situations and of course I take a daily Lion's Mane capsule am starting to see some benefits as my son is investigating how it might benefit him in managing his CPTSD.
If all goes well my lawyer should have a letter off to the Church before the end of September - I see you are in for another few bursts of chilly weather in the next week :) La Nina is looking more positive so the anticipation up in my region is for a follow on to one of the biggest grain harvests ever; also pleasing to see the PM and his toxic rapist Christian mate Christian are making news yet again only this time it appear to be more positive or at least that is what I am hoping for.
Not to worry as Joh was want to say "Don't you worry about that" while feeding the news chooks in QLD.
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