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The inability of a child to thrive in a Constitutionally protected God based perpetual threat and rape culture is not a fault of the child; however it does become their odious responsibility upon reaching adulthood.

Chapter 8

People who have had a positive influence on my life

Chapter 8 People who have had a positive influence on my life

My Youtube channel John Brown has more than 300 videos of the hearings of the Royal Commission into the Institutional responses to child sexual abuse. In additional I have covered most of the proceedings against Pell also. My favorite video is my meeting with Commissioner of Police Bob Atkinson at the 2009 Community Cabinet meeting at Highfields.

Why shrinks have problems

2009 with QLD Police Commissioner Bob Atkinson

People who have had a major positive influence on my life - see also people who have had a major negative influence and people I have met or have known (coming soon or one day.)

Alice Miller - For Your Own Good The Roots of Violence in Child-rearing. Virago Press 1980. Alice Miller

Robert Sapolsky - Biology Neuroscience Robert Sapolsky

Stephen Porges - The PolyVagal Theory - a new approach to Trauma Stephen Porges

Stephen Porges on Immobilization

Gabor Mate on addiction Gabor Mate

Benjamin Abelow - Corporal Punishment and Christianity Benjamin Abelow

Steven Pinker Psychology Steven Pinker

Daniel Mackler Daniel Mackler

Dr Julian Lim Dr Julian Lim. My first trauma informed and evidence based psychologist actually working for me and my best interests.

Effects of Marijuana on Mental Health: Posttraumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) Susan A. Stoner, PhD, Research Consultant

David Jackson Shiff & Co

Kate Chard - Categories and development of the child - associate professor in UK's educational and counseling psychology department since 1996. Kate Chard

Carl Sagan - Astronomer. Carl Sagan

Neil deGrasse Tyson - Astrophysicist. Neil deGrasse Tyson

Dr Iain Stewart - Geologist. Dr Iain Stewart

Professor Alice Roberts - Anatomist, author and broadcaster. Professor Alice Robertson

Patrick Smith - Counsellor. My first male trauma informed and evidence based counsellor. JohnB - Patrick Smith a contrasting experience.

John Brown - Abolitionist. John Brown Abolitionist

Lancelot "Capability" Brown - Landscape Architect. Lancelot "Capability" Brownn

Alfred Russel Wallace Alfred Russel Wallace

Charles Darwin Charles Darwin

Sam Harris Sam Harris

Richard Feynman Richard Feynman

David Attenboroughn David Attenborough

Gilpin (Yankunytjatjara)

Undoori (Yankunytjatjara)

THE ORIGINS OF PEACE AND VIOLENCE Deprivation of Physical Affection as a Main Cause of Depression, Aggression and Drug Abuse

Colin Ross This brings solid answers to those instances where science has said humans act in this way with the exception of those who have been abused as children. Dissociation is a reaction to the environment. A DNA test can determine if you are prone to Schizophrenia - who knew just how weak the evidence trail for psychosis, schizophrenia, bipolar or any of the "brain disease" diagnoses that are treatable with medications actually are.. If Dissociation is a reaction to the environment it simply cannot be a heritable (DNA based) brain disease, their responses are appropriately human; the responsibility laws will law makers and legislators.

Dissociative Identity Disorders and Trauma: GRCC Psychology Lecture

David Brin Earth

Brian Cox physicistBrian Cox

YanniYanni, Nathan Pacheco, Chloe, van Johnson and more

Herbert Henry Kemp Yea Murdered 1962

Andreah Lockhart CASA Ballarat My first trauma informed and evidence based female psychologist actually working for me and my best interests.

Tony and Marion Hutton Yea

Laurence Castle Yea

George Tull. Yea

The Big Wheel - Greyhound Melbourne

My mother Kathleen Rose Brown (Mackin) September 1 - Spring

My brother Anthony

Professor Alice Roberts - Humanism, evolutionary biologist, biological anthropologist.

Johann Hari - author of Chasing the Scream & Lost Connections: Uncovering the Real Causes of Depression - and the Unexpected Solutions

My child for his erudite and sage advice, his ability to obtain independent opinion, advice and discussion in particular when I have an emotional connection. Updated at his request to inform that I have since lost confidence and trust after repeated failures and lack of veracity and clarity of communication in his ability to obtain independent opinion supported by evidence and the ensuing failed decisions and opinions relating to my life experience, my personal safety, well-being, my needs, communication, support, understanding and the safety of my property and the veracity of my life experience. Along with those repeating failures comes a need to distance myself for safety reasons from an inability to comprehend his obsession of basing and assessing outcomes and conclusions as to my personal thought processes and the realities of my life experience based on political genres from the past hundred years or so while attempting to repeatedly inform me of his views on life, transgender, gender and political issues and of the benefits, safety and veracity derived from social engagement with compromised individuals still in the thrall of the largest superstition led misogonistic rape culture and its unverified mythologies and psychologically abusive dogmas and beliefs that make it the only institution on the planet with an infallible man at it's helm claiming to be in direct contact with a God creator of the universe that has consistently over the past 1,000+ plus years caused untold degrees of human suffering, war, murder, theft, human rights abuses and rape on a global scale while getting the presenrt day rape and murder of millions of men, women and children by clergy and religious wrong on every occasion where it has attempted to intervene to enforrce it belief systems and/or to protect its wealth, it's pawns it's power and assets while publicly obsessing in ignorance of human biology and psychology that it claims must be over-ridden by its mystical beliefs without any need for supporting evidence while abusing the human rights of children to be free to reach their full potential without having to be entrapped in mystical and superstious beliefs and habits.

Warwick Middleton psychiatrist

Joseph LeDoux

Ben Zeller - Thank you Ben for being the person you were. I will remember our conversations and your wishes and wants for those you loved and cared for and for the world in which you hoped we could all live in equally. You have been one remarkable person in my life and I am grateful for having known you. I am grateful than you found it OK to communicate openly and freely with me - that has been an honor that I still cherish. I honor your existence and what you did achieve through remembering your wants for our humanity and what we found important in life through our conversations and as the caring person that I found in you. Everyone deserves to know one person in their lifetime who speaks with the truth of what has been real for them and you Ben did that often with me. Thank you for being you and thank you for being the best friend in the world for my son. I thank you again here as I have thanked you personally for not allowing the taint of my childhood experiences and its echoes through our lives from falsely colouring or tainting our relationship.
JohnB June 17 2017.

Alice Brown (for being the mother of my child )

Alice Brown (for being the mother of my child but then spent the rest of his childhood deploying her every fear by blocking and attacking each and every communication or interaction between my son and myself through relentless replaying of her own horrors. consummately skilled at keeping up appearances while refusing to address dysfunctional aspects appropriately went on to make a career of telling everyone else on the planet how to be a good parent and mother when her own strategy with her own child was an abysmal failure.)

Forcing all of us to relive her horrors time and time again as well as remaining mute and useless in the face of direct threats of sexual assault from her mother towards my child was the most unforgivable of many unforgivable events. Willingly engaging in actions that she knew would be devastating towards me and her inability to separate the important matter than I attempted to relay on so many occasions that attacking or cheating me (by her, her family and those she encouraged into this form of cheating ) cheated my son and today he is disadvantaged as a direct result of her actions. All of that was so unwanted, so unwarranted and so unnecessary. Doing that while portraying herself as a professional in early childhood simply gilded the hypocrisy and showed her actions to be toxic in the extreme.

Matters of Significance to me

The most important words I have ever spoken; these were to my son a few minutes after his birth "Between you and I always the truth".

Signing of The Universal Declaration of Human Rights in December 1948 and the role Australia played in that. My Grandfather was active in the Community with regard to the input Australia had on the declaration.

The public hatred and vilification of Lindy Chamberlain

The level of racism in Australia and the widespread lack of knowledge about Australia's first people.

The White Australia Policy

The ability for a policeman or policewoman to be comprehensively compromised and diverted from their sworn duty at the merest mention of punishment by members of the religion they belong to.

The over-riding of the Human Rights of the Child to reach adulthood in state where they can freely without fear of retribution choose a religion to follow if they wish to do so. Their right to this is stripped from them at the moment that they are introduced to the Biblical God or its counterpart of the Devil.

The lack of acknowledgement in government and community that indoctrination when carried out against children is child abuse.

The ability for people today to cling to absurdities that have no basis in fact. Today and child of 8 or 9 years could write a more just and more moral religious book than the Bible. It astounds me further that those who claim to be Catholic fail to acknowledge that according to Catholic doctrine today the Catholic Church holds with both the Old ad the New Testament as well as the Apocrypha Bible. Most would be reviled at the prospect yet they are bonded through trauma to see themselves as something that in really revolts them to the core. Only fear and trauma can cause such a toxic situation. This information is freely available for any to find on the Vatican web site.

Those who serve two masters like Peter O'Callaghan and many others in every aspect of our governance have played and continue to play a role in the covering up of abuses by fellow believers and the denial of truth, justice, democracy and human rights for every Australian.

Some personal favorites

Here are some statistics from How to Heal Yourself from the Pain of Childhood Trauma By Liz Mullinar AM.

79.9% of people diagnosed with depression had suffered some form of trauma, the most common being emotional and physical abuse
Moskvina, V., Farmer, A., Swainson, V., O'Leary, J., Gunasinghe, C., Owen, M., ... Korszun, A. (2007). Interrelationship of childhood trauma, neuroticism, and depressive phenotype. Depression and Anxiety, 24(3), 163 - 168.

68.8% of psychiatric in-patients have suffered from child sexual or physical abuse, at least half of whom were diagnosed as psychotic
Read, J., Os, J., Morrison, A., & Ross, C. (2005). Childhood trauma, psychosis and schizophrenia: a literature review with theoretical and clinical implications. Acta Psychiatrica Scandinavica, 112(5), 330-350. doi: 10.1111/j.1600-0447.2005.00634.x

82% to 86% of people with bipolar disorder (BPD) have reported severe child sexual abuse
Ford, J. D., & Courtois, C. A. (2014). Complex PTSD, affect dysregulation, and borderline personality disorder. Borderline personality disorder and emotion dysregulation, 1, 9. doi:10.1186/2051-6673-1-9

Some personal favorites

TFYQA Think for Yourself - Question Authority

REGGY Random Gift Giving

When what you say is in harmony with what you mean and what you do.

Yanni & David Hudson - Niki Nana (We are One)

YANNI Unico Amore (Enchantment)

Yanni- Love Is All

Mi Todo Eres Tu (Until The Last Moment) - Ender Thomas and Chloe (Yanni Voices 2008)

Yanni - The keeper featuring Leslie Mills

Alice Miller


orality and performance of duty are artificial measures that become necessary when something essential is lacking. The more successfully a person was denied access to his or her feelings in childhood, the larger the arsenal of intellectual weapons and the supply of moral prostheses has to be, because morality and a sense of duty are not sources of strength or fruitful soil for genuine affection. Blood does not flow in artificial limbs; they are for sale and can serve many masters. What was considered good yesterday can -- depending on the decree of government or party -- be considered evil and corrupt today, and vice versa.
But those who have spontaneous feelings can only be themselves. They have no other choice if they want to remain true to themselves. Rejection, ostracism, loss of love, and name calling will not fail to affect them; they will suffer as a result and will dread them, but once they have found their authentic self they will not want to lose it. And when they sense that something is being demanded of them to which their whole being says no, they cannot do it. They simply cannot.

This is the case with people who had the good fortune of being sure of their parents' love even if they had to disappoint certain parental expectations. Or with people who, although they did not have this good fortune to begin with, learned later  to risk the loss of love in order to regain their lost self. They will not be willing to relinquish it again for any price in the world.

Alice Miller "For Your own Good" The roots of violence in childrearing


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      Chapter 366 Claims of Deity level connections and communication
      Chapter 365 The holy founding text of The Church of the Next Word, as revealed to Frank Lantz
      Chapter 364 Is that Dissociation of yours seeking survival or total annihilation?
      Chapter 363 Testing your capacity
      Chapter 362 some notes while in isolation
      Chapter 361 Connections

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John Brown is an Australian First Fleet descendent born into a constitutionally protected God based, death obsessed, rape, blackmail and exploitation oriented religious culture. He is the author, developer and publisher of Trauma in Religion a theory that describes the origins of the human rights abuses the Catholic Church inflicts on Catholic children globally. Google #TraumaTheory

When not seeking evidence and proofs to invalidate his hypothesis John blogs erratically here, most often without commas or other punctuation, linguistic identity or grammatical rules in his own unique self acquired style as a matter of public interest and public safety about his personal experiences on a range of topics that interest or affect himself and other survivors where he writes of his successes and failures in his task of obtaining only trauma informed, science and evidence based secular professional care and services and in necessary engagements with the judiciary and other government systems.

His interests include Human Rights for all Australians that should act as a clear boundary for all institutions regardless of an institutions or individuals thoughts on their favorite supreme being, gods, demons or spirits engaging in secular Australian communities; trauma and recovery from the crimes, criminal and psychological behaviours of the product of generations of the hijacking of a favored social position by a rape encultured clergy and the helpless aiding and abetting by fearful bonded Catholics in modern secular Australia have been a life-long interest.

John sees the need to promote equality and human rights through the need for safety and equality in community as well as in care and education systems when it comes to religious beliefs as a result of directly experiencing and learning that millions of others experienced similar pathological use of religious beliefs including extortion, bribery, blackmail and through doctrinal failures such as the forgiveness process as practised in the Catholic world.

As one only example of this in the world of business and governance, the reality is that "Twenty-three of the 25 biggest private welfare agencies in Australia are faith-based". John contends that this does not reflect the needs or the sentiments of the Australian community and directly fails the 60,000 who came forward to the Royal Commission, their families and the millions who are waiting for real signs of safety so that they too can come forward and begin their recovery.

This experience has added to his interests that go on to include the many abuses of the continuing criminal cover up on his FAQyMe Gene blog.

John likes to be able to inform people of things that bring benefit that can relieve the psychological suffering that he knows so many Catholic children still suffer from daily.. As well many now elderly are confused and suffer also as the truth and the reality of the global scale of the criminal activity of their clergy and accomplices is brought to the world.

John found it was good advice with regard to recovery from trauma to explore attachment or other relationships and safety vulnerabilities with evidence based trauma informed specialists or you can privately Learn the Science of Healthy Attachment Relationships in a safe, low cost self timed manner.

He finds the brain chemical, brain disease and medication model to be a seriously flawed monster and the medication regime to be abhorrent and inhumane with a strong taint of cooperation with the covering up of child rape and other crimes. 18 June 2018: ICD-11 now includes CPTSD while the 70 to 80% here in Australia will remain largely misdiagnosed and in that becomes a human rights crime openly committed in Australia. What say You?

John was fortunate enough to have obtained the services of Dr Julian Lim when he was working in Toowoomba but unfortunately lost connection for a period of time. Reconnecting with an experienced and well qualified trauma informed evidence based professional make him the safest and the most knowledgeable professional John has engaged with and this has been transformational for him. Dr Lim has his full and confident recommendation. Dr Julian Lim Dr Lim has a noted place among those people who have had a positive influence on his life.

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